Our baby is having surgery tomorrow :(
I know its tonsils & adnoids, & it's "routine," & he needs it done. And, and, and.....
But that's not making it any easier.
I think this one leading up is actually worse for me than Livi's eye surgery was. I think because after going through the post-surgery kid once & it being harder than we were prepared for, I'm preparing for the worst. And I think it being Hayden who is much less easygoing. And I think after feeling the relief when everything turned out well the first time, I'm nervous that something round 2 won't. And I think with as un-healthy of a year as we have had I hate that I am "signing him up" for more aches. And his little spirit is so spunky & LOUD & as much as its already giving me greys, I don't want to break it.
So prayers for my baby.
May the nurses have compassion. May the doctors & anesthesiologists have wisdom & skill. May us parents have strength, comfort & loving arms. May you wrap your loving arms around Hayden & keep him strong & healthy. Protect my baby & give him strength.
We love you Hayden Thomas!
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