Stunned....

In utter disbelief.   14 days left until moving day & we just found out Wednesday our house buyers financing fell through.   Due to complete & utter irresponsiblity on their part.  Meaning our purchase of our new house falls through too.  Done.  Over.  100% over.  There are not words to express...

(breathe....)

I am confused & heartbroken.   Trying to be positive & trust that there is a better plan in store for us & that what is meant to be will eventually be.  I have been trying to put my trust in God this whole journey.  Trust that we will find a home that is best suited to raise our kids & grow old.  Trust & faith have brought me comfort through this journey.  But I feel pretty tested right now.... 

We still have our health.  We still have a roof over our heads.  We still have eachother.  It as just a house.  A house.  But I had bathroom paint colors picked out.  I pictured our Christmas tree.  I pictured our life there.  I dared to dream.  It still hurts.

For now I am drinking some beers & watching my kids play outside.   Remembering what is more important in life & hoping that our answer comes before this whole process gives me an ulcer. 

I just simply can not believe it.   

Know anybody looking to move to Gretna?   Our house is back on the market! 


Really, I can't believe it.....